she built herself in a serious amount of time
and efforts were made by some parts
there were things and beings involved
and meanings of words as together and apart
learning about feelings, accepting some
refusing others.
(are feelings here the representation of people?)
solitude was her only sister
or the never born child
who will be kept inside
until the very end of time
like one of those russian dolls
in grandmother’s house
on the top of the mountain
she didn’t know where to go
but couldn’t stop walking.
between rocks rolling
– smoke beautifully danced
indicating the route of wind –
she suddenly noticed
she just followed
selfdestruction road.